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[25 Jul 2007|02:52pm] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | the decemberists-here i dreamt i was an architect ] so i realized i don't update anymore. i guess i'll start now. summer's going okay. lately we've been going on a lot of roadtrips (christina, kelsey and I) to get josh and take him back to indiana to catch the train back to chicago. about two weeks ago we went to chicago to visit him. it was amazing. he's got the nicest view out of his apartment window. christina lives with me now. it's been a lot of fun. we both need a job though so we can move out and get an apartment. hmm....what else...oh! i had a boyfriend but then i broke up with him after about 6 weeks? after we were going out for two weeks he wanted to get our own place which freaked me out. no thanks. that's basically all thats been going on lately. how is everyone else's summer going? 4 - I'd end my days with you.

[20 Dec 2006|09:02pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | chiodos ] so i havent updated in like a year so i guess i'll get started. living with my dad isnt so bad. annoying yes, but at least i'm doing good in shool. i miss my friends but i still get to see them on the weekends so its not so bad. the people at my school are idiots though. seriously, they are all skanks. some girl in my 3rd hour is getting married....yea, she's 16. there's like 19 pregnant girls that i see around the school. and some girl that sits next to me in my 4th hour thinks clay aiken is hot. what the fuck? oh and i'm taking a video class. its really fun. it's confusing though once you start editing your tapes. but i like a challenge. sometimes. HOW IS EVERYONE ELSE DOING!?!?!?! 7 - I'd end my days with you.

[25 Aug 2006|10:31am] [ mood | awake ] so my birthday was fun. kelsey, caitlin, and alora made me a cake. and then we got josh and christina and went to the park. then we went to caitlins and played charades. yesterday was fun too. christina and kelsey and i danced for a very long time to our girl jams at aloras. i also got my schedule yesterday for my new school. its not bad but i have to take this fucking class called welcoming seminar where they introduce the school to new students. apparently its going to take me a whole fucking semester to adjust to this school. sweet. oh and not only do i have to adjust to the new school and watch my little sister, but my stepmom is pregnant again. this may be the worst year of my life. i dont know, we'll see what happens. 2 - I'd end my days with you.

[13 Jul 2006|12:20pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | im afraid of who's afraid of virginia wolfe ] so summer is pretty good. so far its consisted of roadtrips with friends, coffee, cigarettes(of course), reading, drawing, girls night at aloras and other shit. the only downside though is by the end of summer i have to move in with my dad and go to belleville school. he's trying to keep me away from my friends. hah. whatever. so i have to make the rest of the summer pretty god damn amazing. starting today. kelsey, caitlin, christina and i are going miniature golfing. 1 - I'd end my days with you.

[01 Jun 2006|12:16pm] [ mood | sick ] so...things arent going too well. i have a virus that i got from my little sister and its killing me. i dont think ive ever been so sick in my life. i puked 8 times within 4 hours. gross i know. what sucks about it the most though is only like 2 of my friends have actually said that they hope i feel better and everyone else just yells at me to get the fuck away from them. how cool. 8 - I'd end my days with you.

[25 May 2006|11:01pm] [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | sigur ros. ] the contradiction of what i expected you to be and what you really are. I'd end my days with you.

[22 May 2006|10:27pm] [ mood | hmm... ] [ music | circa survive-stop the fuckin car. ] so i think im going to dye my hair red again. but this time, its not going to be a shitty reddish brown. its going to be more of a red. thoughts? 2 - I'd end my days with you.

[14 May 2006|06:59pm] [ mood | worried ] what a shitty weekend. what are you supposed to say when your dad tells you he's depressed...? 4 - I'd end my days with you.

all good things must come to an end. [08 May 2006|10:33pm] [ mood | icky. ] [ music | straylight run ] so we drove for what seemed like days over roads and four lane highways. we said all we had to say and i realized in time that it didn't mean anything. I'd end my days with you.

whatever. [04 May 2006|10:11pm] [ mood | hmm... ] [ music | meet me in montauk ] i keep trying to make things like they used to be. honestly, i dont even know why i bother anymore. i give up. 4 - I'd end my days with you.

and if you dont love me let me go. [03 May 2006|10:54pm] [ mood | restless ] And I am a writer, writer of fictions. I am the heart that you call home. And I've written pages upon pages. Trying to rid you from my bones I'd end my days with you.

[22 Apr 2006|11:19pm] [ mood | blank ] you knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart, I'm sorry that wasn't enough. So, we'll go our own ways, And hopefully you'll remember the things I've told you, Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity. A broken heart is not what I wanted from this, But I guess I've learned from it. But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes? I don't consider this a mistake, I just wish the story didn't end this way, Cause I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it. I'd end my days with you.

calm your nervous heart. [19 Apr 2006|11:07pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | the bravery-tyrant ] well, spring break has been ok so far. kelsey and i have been in good moods lately which is a change...but a good one of course. we got to see our boys again today which was nice since we havent seen them since friday. the only shitty thing is that ive been really sick lately. i couldnt smell anything yesterday and it creeped me out. if my house was on fire, i wouldnt have known. CHRISTINA, GET UNGROUNDED NOW! we need a girls night before spring break ends mang. how is everyone else's spring break going? 3 - I'd end my days with you.

[08 Apr 2006|10:40pm] [ mood | woo. ] [ music | x&y. yep, my summer music. coldplay, you complete me. ] today was a good day. it was a lot like summer and i miss that. when we used to laugh at everything and not take anything seriously and going shopping in the mall and being the most annoying people we can be. whats up with everyone taking things so seriously these days. come on guys, laugh with me. ha...ha...ha. hmm? 3 - I'd end my days with you.

[04 Apr 2006|06:55am] [ mood | i dont know. but its not good. ] [ music | radiohead ] damn. i was hoping i wouldnt wake up this morning. I'd end my days with you.

betrayal [30 Mar 2006|10:35pm] [ mood | the usual. ] I'm living like I'm lost these days I'd end my days with you.

id live without you love but, what good is one glove without the other. [21 Mar 2006|10:27pm] [ mood | disappointed ] ew. bad day? uhhh yea, of course. I'd end my days with you.

[14 Mar 2006|10:53pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | cursive ] ahh today was so good! kelsey, alora and i all chased eachother around alora's apartment building with squirt guns and no shoes on. and kelsey had a crown on. i felt like we were 10 years old. and i loved every minute of it. then kelsey and i hung out with our boys and it was amazing as always. I'd end my days with you.

[11 Mar 2006|09:35pm] [ mood | crappy ] you sit there silent, folded arms and look down as I walk by. though my face has changed, you know it's me, you know by the stillness in my eyes. come and whisper in my ear, "you're very pretty, dear" and "it'll be alright." You're lying! but I don't mind tonight. 3 - I'd end my days with you.

gasps for air and awkward chokes [07 Mar 2006|09:17pm] [ mood | uncomfortable ] We laughed a thousand times. We died a thousand times. 3 - I'd end my days with you.

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